The Joy of the stage!

I often describe the stage as being where I feel the most free and at home. Growing up as a timid child, I caught my first glimpse of freedom the second I first set foot onto the stage, many years ago. From that moment on, my entire existence revolved around the pursuit of live performance. After a year and a half intermission due to Covid, it felt as if part of me had been taken away, yet I felt oddly uncomfortable returning to the stage, my former “home”. I had almost forgotten how engrained in me it had become and in fact, it felt completely natural to return “home” and share an evening of French cabaret with a live audience last month at Birdland!

Photo by Richard J. Valesco

The room was packed, the energy was electrifying and the band was hot. Even from behind the curtain before going on, I could tell there was magic in the air. I had put on my favorite emerald green gown and was bursting with excitement to walk on that stage again and be reunited with this addictive feeling. The one I had longed for all throughout 2020. The one that has kept me wanting to improve, connect and dig deeper my entire life. I opened the curtain and immediately felt how well surrounded I was; both on and off stage. Love was in the air and although I had been nervous about my long-awaited return, I was “in the moment” the second I set foot onto that stage!

Photo by Richard J. Valesco

It’s fascinating how that happens. Some people say it’s like riding a bike: you can never forget how it’s done. Since I was a child, I don’t think I had ever gone this long without some type of stage performance. It was only recently that I started to feel really nervous about the whole situation and weird thoughts started creeping in. What if I forget lyrics? What if I freeze and have a panic attack? What if I tank? My partner & bassist, Elias Bailey, witnessed the progression of things and as always, he had comforting words to tell me, advice to share and most importantly: he had my back.

I’ve performed many shows throughout my short life and I can say nerves are always part of the equation, at least for me. They vary in size and intensity depending on many factors, but ultimately, what I think makes the biggest difference is being surrounded by a team you know you can trust. And this is just what I had on October 17th at Birdland, for “PHIRO chante PIAF”’s return to the theater! Thanks to my amazing team’s artistry, connectivity and sensibility, I was able to feel engaged and free of worries to deliver a performance that touched and entertained people, gather raving reviews and earn a feeling of deep accomplishment.

I wish to thank all of you who came and continuously support live music. More than ever, we, artists, need your support: what we do is far from being easy and we couldn’t do it without you beautiful patrons, supporting souls and keepers of the flame. I have learned through the years how precious it is to have a caring network of individuals offering guidance, support and truth. From the bottom of my heart, I wish to say thank you for keeping the arts alive!

***Reviews of The Return of “PHIRO chante PIAF” to Birdland can be found on Broadway World & Theater Pizzazz***

Myriam Phiro